Suppliments

I wonder if everyone has a supplement or another half to make them whole. I feel like I now have the ability to look through all the pieces, all the possibilities of my other shape. I've found pieces that look almost exactly like mine, and in the excitement, assumed I was symmetrical. But, I am not symmetrical, and pieces like that don't fit my grooves.
I usually turn, then, to those pieces who are fond of my grooves and of my shape. They usually fit well, I suppose, but they are too heavy, too light, or they hurt me with their words. I guess there must be some kind of balance, some other shape that compliments my form and supplements my person. I'll have to keep looking.

Angry Thoughts from a Mouth

• I'm angry because I'm frustraited.
• I'm frustraited because my life has groan stagnant in my eyes.
• It couldn't be further from stagnant, I just see everything with a miserly glow.
• The troubling things in life are so shaking. They make everything so hazy.
• Music seems to be the only thing that's soothing (and the occasional visit from certain friends)
• June came and went. July seems to be following suit.
  

Carbon Deux

Carbon II
(an explanation of sorts)

All life on earth, being sprung from a single reaction - the genesis of modern life, the result of a bolt of lighting into the salty, acidy pools of a once-hot rock called Precambrian Earth - can show that it is a unified reaction, that all life is connected by the fact that it is the indisputable result of the primary genesis, and disregarding the possibility that multiple reactions have occurred, instilling life.* This interconnection of life, this recognition of the mediocrity of life's insignificant spacial range brings about more understanding in its relative uniqueness and also insignificance.
Life, being such a grand topic to humans, is thus because humans give life boundless subjective meaning, that life is much more than it seems. Well, it isn't. Life is interesting, yes, but it is universally unnatural and a self sustaining rebellion to the universe. This had led me to define life - not carbon, which I had described in my prior post - as such:

The Life's Force Conjecture

"Life does have a force, but it isn't some kind of energy that embodies each individual, some spirit of every Euglena, Magnolia and Tigress. It is simple the relative view of life's progression and movement through time, the biosphere's literal force. The force it imposes on Earth (which Earth doesn't seem to mind), the force it brings onto itself, and the force it brings to time. This force can sometimes seem boundless, like when it is in the hands of homo Sapiens or Delphinidae.
This force is what is definite to life, not organic components, not amino acids, or RNA, but the generalized self-sustaining mechanisms and reactions that continue and grow. This - which may be pleasing to transhumanists - suggests that life cannot be defined, solely, by its components, and to be defined as life, something must only meet the characteristics described earlier. More specifically, this also suggests that artificial intelligence, or A.I. is subject to be described as life. In some future society, where technology becomes incorporated into chemically biological systems, these organisms - most probably homo Sapiens - will not have lost their livelihood, and instead, will be just as much "life" as they would be without their post-humanistic attributes."

*the origins of life are, of course, still in dispute. My carbon theory is in relation to the ideals based on an earth-originated life, or even an extraterrestrial spawning of life on earth that had been separated the moment it had been spawned on the planet.

Carbon

My new theory regarding life and its relationship to the universe.

Unnatural Carbon Theory: a theory that states:

"Carbon bonding, and therefor the organizational properties of life, are universally unnatural. This is because the chain reactions and metabolic processes that embody life, in all its form, move in the opposite direction of the first law of thermodynamics, which states, 'the universe naturally strives to diffuse to and maintain of state of entropy - lowest energy in the most diffused area possible.' Life, on its own accord, achieves a state of being that is the opposite of this. Mainly, organization and the storage of energy through chemical bonding. Inertia keeps the unnatural reaction of life sustained, leading to a steadily climbing and constant state of organization. This is why physically and subjectively, life goes against the flow of the universe and is unnatural in comparison."

Once in a while

Once
In
A
While

You need something to break the tension



So, I've finally found a torrent of Gumnaam. Which is playing above...